I'm calling can you answer me, answer me
I'm falling can you dance for me, dance for me
Well I need a new city
It's a pity but this ditty won't carry me long
So I will kill me strong
Can I borrow your gun
I swear I'll only use it once
You know what I know
'Cause how far I can run
Is not far enough to run
To go where I wanna go
You sleep but you're not shivering, shivering
(It's so cold)
You reach but you're not quivering, quivering
Well what's the matter
Are you mad or did the latter just catch your eye
Well I'm ending it tonight
Can I borrow your gun
I swear I'll only use it once
You know what I know
'Cause how far I can run
Is not far enough to run
To go where I wanna go
So can I borrow your gun
I swear I'll only use it once
You know what I know
'Cause how far I can run
Is not far enough to run
To go where I wanna go
Well I'm here doing nothing but love
And you push and shove 'til I can't stand
You'll call the cops, they'll call the mayor
Folks will be popping out everywhere
Can I borrow your gun
I swear I'll only use it once
You know what I know
'Cause how far I can run
Is not far enough to run
To go where I wanna go
So can I borrow your gun
I swear I'll only use it once
You know what I know
'Cause how far I can run
Is not far enough to run
To go where I wanna
So can I borrow your gun
I swear I'll only use it once
You know what I know
'Cause how far I can run
Is not far enough to run
To go where I wanna go
And my son won't know his father
'Cause his dad don't even know himself
So can I borrow your gun
So I can kill myself, kill myself, I'll kill myself
I'll fuckin' kill myself, kill myself, I'll kill myself
I'll kill myself
So can I borrow your gun
I swear I'll only use it once
You know
credits
released May 19, 2019
written, performed, produced & mixed by me
vocals produced by zach fisher
mastered by jonwayne
art by logan beckham
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